New Found Freedom

Now..
when you are a teenager..
a lot of things come to mind.
For the teenagers themselves..we think of new experiences..
new challenges..growing up..having a free life..and actually being treated like adults.
For adults..
well..they think of us a little differently..
because a whole bunch of little things come to mind.
Heres a few..
drugs..sex..alcahol..driving...relationships..puppy love..texting too much..lazieness..boredom..oh and heres the most popular.. REBELLION.
Dont act like you dont know what i am talking about..
you totally know..i can see it in your eyes.
Okay..maybe i cant see it..but you know what..i just know.
Now rebellion was one of the first things i always here parents complain about..even though i am just a kid. (teenager but you know what i meant)
I looked it up.

Re-bel-lion (n)-resistance to or defiance of any authority, controll, or tradition.

(i am so thankful for dictionary.com)

Anyways..
yup..that is pretty much what we do..we like to go against the rules.
We like how it feels..
there is this certain..freedom and awesome feeling from it..even thought it might not be the adultish thing to do.
Even though it might not be responsible.
Even though it might not exactly be the right thing to do.

And..it might even be a small thing.
You know..something that is so close and kind of similar to the real wrong doing.
For me..its something small..
yet..it makes me feel awesome..like i comitted the real crime..but waay less painful.
I got a tattoo.
Heh.
Dudes..
you need to calm down a little..
its fake.
Its a butterfly..
its on my back.
Its actually cool looking..
but there is no way i actually want a real one.
Having that thing be permanent on your body.. heck no.
But even something so small..so not even real made me feel..bad.
And sometimes.. i hate being what people call little goody two shoes.
Now dont get me wrong..
i dont ever want to do anything like drink or smoke or anything stupid..
this little tattoo is just something to remind me how real anything can be.
Like drinking..
it can destroy your life.
It destroys your health..
it destroys you as a person and your family.
And i would never want to do anything that wouldnt make my family proud of me..or myself.
And when i look at myself in the mirror..
its good to have a clear conscience..its good to know that your health is great and your not letting yourself down.
So no..i would never ever do anything stupid like get a tattoo.
But the fake ones..
look awesome..and they peel right off.
Hows that for a good deal?
25 cents.
You cant beat that..
its way better than beating up your body and hurting yourself in the process.
So for me?
I perfer stick ons..
Heh.
I am a goody two shoes..
and heres the thing..
i am proud.

Hailerz ;)