"I resort to being speechless, cuz our love wont survive.."

You know..
sometimes..being speechless is good for a change.
I realized that you dont always have to have something to say.
Some things are better left unsaid..unspoken.
And in those times..it can be hard..but atleast later on in life..you wont regret it.
You wont wanna take all of those words back..because they were never said.
And..right now..is one of those times for me.
One of those times where i dont even feel like talking.
Where i dont feel like lauging or even smiling.
If i smile now..it would be a lie.
It would be a lie to all of those who see it..and unto myself.
Because i feel different.
I feel differently then i portray myself to the world.
I feel as if there are two people inside of me..and one of them is trying so hard to come out.
And the truth is..i dont know which one to be.
The mirror cannot tell you who you are inside.
It can tell you your full of lies..
its amazing what you can hide..
just by putting on a smile.


Hailey :)