Summer Bites

Common Sense.
Common sense is going in a country like area without wearing colone, perfume,smelly hairspray etc.
Why?
because bugs like it.
The smell lures them closer and closer to you.
It doesnt take a genius to figure that out.
Duh.
So how come i go to the country and i get bitten..ALL OVER.
I didnt wear anything scented..not even deoderant..because i am smart like that.
I am now suffering.
UGH..i hate bug bites.
And get this..it only took me 3 days to find the little turd that did this to me.
It was a sea tick.
Yeah..a little itty bitty sea tick.
I couldnt believe it.
I my friends..was mad.
And i am not just exaggerating..i literally have like 60 bug bites all over me.
I must be pretty good to those little critters.
So here i sit..
waiting for DARCEY to text me back..in the meanwhile..scratching my bug bites.
I think she might be in shock..
wondering why?
I guess she is freaking out because of the insane thing i just told her..that she better not tell anyone else.
This has to be kept secret.
This has to be kept on the DL. (Down Low)
This..is the scary truth..that i had been thinking about.
Really really thinking about.
And the more i thought about it...
the more i realized that i had changed my mind.
I had changed my mind about something..something that will never ever happen in real life..
but this could only happen in my dreams.
It couldve happened..
but it didnt..
so it haunts me.
And everytime someone else is on the brain..
this person always comes back to mind.
Always.
Ans he just sits there..
he sits there like a shopping bag sits in a store until that one person buys something..
then that bag gets picked up..and..and..
BOOM!
That person walks out of the store feeling complete..like a weight has been lifted off of her shoulders..like she can move on with her life.
Good Simile..eh?
So..
as you can see..
i need help.
This dream or desire can never happen.



(Movie Trailer Voice)


One Girl.



One Boy.




Two different Worlds.




Can these two worlds come together? Or will they collide and will one girl have to live with her regrets...


FOREVER.






(he heeeemmm)



Okay..

i know..


i am out of my mind..

but maybe..im not.


maybe.. i can pull this off.


Since when do i give up?


Hailey :D