It's me.
Hailey.
Checkin in on you guys..
so..
what is up?
I am so bored right now.
When I say bored I actually mean..hungry.
I know that this sounds really bad but..
I tend to eat when I am bored.
You heard it directly from me.
I may possibly end up being a totally obese person.
I might become the biggest person in the entire world..then loose weight and then end up on one of those tacky weight loss commercials.
But until this happens...
I will eat all my little hearts desires.
So..
now that I have gone all CHANGE THE WORLD EAT HELTHIER on you..
the least you could do is read the rest of my blog. :)
Guess what happened today?
I got a date.
A fake date but a date noneoftheless.
Too bad my friends summer and darcey asked him for me.
You know..you think everythings gunna go all peachy for you but then..BOOM...it hits you..
right in the face that somethings wrong..
terribly terribly wrong.
You sit there and think about it but then the theoretic lightbulb goes on in your head and you think..oh crap..I am screwed.
They set me up.
Not for a fake date..but for..(gulp) a real one.
Well atleast that was how it was in his mind anyway.
Have you ever had one of those moments when you suddenly feel like there is absolutley nothing you can do but put your face into your hands and cry?
Well..in a word..or two..
I HAVE.
My friends..laughed.
ha ha..oh yess..real funny.
ERT! nope..not funny at all.
I wasnt gunna say anything..
for the first time in my life..I actually couldnt talk.
I didnt really want to either.
All I could manage to spit out was.."TELL HIM"
But once again..laughs came out.
he he.
you guessed it.
not.
funny.
They told him..well..summer did.
Took her long enough.
He understood.
Thank God.
Apparently ..I am 'using him'
Its not using him if he doesnt mind.
Two boys are now involved.
I have no idear why this is such a a big deal.
All I wanted was in.(to the dance that is)
And somehow..I feel..kinda angry.
Not enough to you know..not speak to my friends..but..
I was told to pick my battles..
I really dont wanna make this one of them.
I cant wait for that guy to come a long that I know is totally right for me.
Then I wont need a fake date.
I will actually have something real.
Someone that understands me, someone that treats me with respect..
somone thats mine...

Hailey :)